I Won't Panic

The breast clinic called this morning to call me back for a follow up to my scan from last week. Apparently there are changes on my left breast from my 2009 scan.

The technician told me not to worry as she heard my "Okay" and "Uh, huh" quiver more intensely with each response - she makes at least 4 of these calls each day and its really no bug deal, she explained. "Well, a close friend of mine is having a complete mastectomy this week and her scan didn't show anything a year ago."

I made the follow up appointment for Thursday afternoon but may change it to sooner because truth be told, I'm afraid. Bat-shit afraid.