Day 4: Weird Dreams, Twig is Sick, Blah, and Venus

Had a very weird dream about our non-paying tenant drama that continues to be undone (we're waiting for the court and it's been three weeks as of today). Maybe not so weird actually - just that she was continuing to play games with us. Turned out she moved and left all of her crap, boxed and labeled behind - in one room. I was worried about making any move, save making a mistake and her having the upper hand.

Twig is sick with another sinus infection. Thank goodness he likes using the neti pot and that he doesn't have a fever. That would be whipped cream, huh? His attitude and tone kind of sucks so today I said "Would you please stop for a moment and think about the way you are talking to me?" He apologized and talked to me differently after that. It was a watershed moment.

I'm feeling as blah as ever. Perhaps as you can imagine. Tears are always right at the surface but I don't really know what to do with the feeling that is with them. It's all mixed up so tears seem a bit underwhelming.  But, things, even getting out the front door in the morning, are just too much right now.

Venus transverses the sun tonight starting at about 4:30pm. People in the astrological world are all abuzz about the significant impact this will have. Frankly, I'm looking forward to it. Whatever it is.