Major Funk

Everything seems exceptionally difficult right now. Waking up, falling asleep and everything in between. Especially the everything in between.

Work today was a complete drag. I'm so overwhelmed with the long list of things to do that I hardly know where to begin. Everyone wants something from me and the reality is that there aren't enough hours in the day. I spent most of today wanting to be anywhere but where I was, wanting to spend some quality time with my mom, and feeling like I should be taking some more time off to get my head straight - milking it for some more. It has been less than two weeks since my surgery so maybe it wouldn't be "milking it".

There's so much floating around my body and mind I can't quite sort it out in my head much less put it to paper. Three hours of sleep last night doesn't do much for positive or clear thinking.

Maybe I'll feel better tomorrow. Even if I don't, I'll act as if.