Bloody Effing Headache

Came on with a vengeance tonight.

It wasn't long after I noticed the yucky feeling creep into my chest, the one where I feel badly, and also noticed that I've been feeling that bad, tuck feeling many times each day. And I don't like it.

So I cried.

There is a lot to cry for lately. It is okay to feel things for people I have never met. To mourn the tragedy and loss of others. To feel loss Some whose story I know, others I don't.

I want to curl up, go away, check out. I'll just cry.