Boom and BOOM

What a week.

It's been so stressful that I've reached an old pattern - not hungry despite clear hunger pains. Strange to believe that once upon a time, I used to live like that as a matter of course. Granted, it's 25 years later and 1) I've learned a thing or two and 2) I have gained a pound (or 15). That way of living is too hard on my older body. Plus, I've been getting to the gym to work out at least 2 times a week. The scale is moving downward ever so slightly but no worries. It's been one month and these things take time! My clothes will begin to fit better soon and I could give a shit about the number. The goal is to be strong.

I had to terminate an employee yesterday. Even with all of my supposed "experience" it is a gut wrenching decision and process to go through. I am proud to say that I've had to do it only a handful of times.t

It was the right choice for many, many reasons - I learned so much from the school of hard knocks on this one. My thought since "making it so" has been that hopefully, there hasn't been too much damage done. Only to find this note from TUT aka: The Universe:

Every day, Wonelle, you move mountains, touch lives, and perform miracles.

Every day you're a success, a hero, an example.

And every day you change the world for the better.

Actually, there's not been a single day in your life when you've been anything but magnificent.

Just some stuff to think about next time you doubt yourself.

Damn, TUT, and thank you! I really needed to hear that! Happy Friday! I'm off to the gym and then to clean up my messes.