Saturday, January 7, 2012

Over Tired ... and probably less than coherent

My insomnia is back with a vengeance lately. Asleep by 8ish, awake from 2-4am - or thereabouts. Sleep from 4-5ish. I had a Palm Reading recently; my innate caregiver tendencies, struggle for balance between responsibility and creativity, and need for spiritual growth - a searching spirit - was just more fodder for being comfortable in my skin and taking this journey to the next level. Dreams have always been the medium in which I've processed information that isn't ...scientific... Things like knowing and visions - the kinds of abilities that not everyone has. In a recent dream, I was visited by a very handsome doctor who told me to get to the skin doc to have my dark spots checked out. Omen or fear? When I'm awake in the night, I read, read, read. Thanks to Wood and his so generous Christmas gift of a Kindle Touch. I've read "Room", and have been reading "The Sayings of Confucius", "Strange Relation: A Memoir of Marriage, Dementia, and Poetry", "The Runner's Guide to the Meaning of Life", and most intently, "Wicca for Beginners: Fundamentals of Philosophy & Practice (For Beginners (Llewellyn's))". In reading and practicing a technique described in Wicca for Beginners, it's clear that I'm on the right path. It's always been clear that I'm on the right path. But lately the path has been wide and without roadblocks. The energy is there and I'm able to travel with it easily, harnessing it everywhere I go. Even when I'm exhausted from being awake in the middle of the night reading, reading, reading. Good night.

1 comment:

Paula said...

Always hard to know regarding dreams if they are a message to listen to or not. I vote for checking things out. Wicca! Cool. My Mom practiced wicca with a coven for the first 12 years of my life. SHe got pissed when she couldn't communicate with my Dad after he died and dropped it. By my count you get 6 hours before you wake at 2. Would it help to stay up later? I know you didn't ask for advise. Just wondering....